Sweet Satan, depression sucks!

So... I couldn't sleep last night. I always get bad insomnia when I'm going through one of these spells. I was awake at 12, and at 2, at 3, and by 4 I was basically just laying there miserable. I fell asleep just enough so that the alarm kicked me in the ass at 6:30. I dragged myself out for a walk with the dog, but my ankle was hurting bad enough to make me cut it short. Then a quick shower and off to class.

Class was fun. At every step, I was fighting to stay. What I really wanted to do was go home and crawl into bed. Precalculus was actually sort of funny though... we got an extra credit assignment. I can add that to my 104 test grade I guess. I sat through stupidity in English Lit, my least favorite class of any class I have taken in my entire life. I knew I should have switched professors... and easy A isn't worth this sort of abuse.

I got home, crawled into bed, and slept until 6:00. I've been up about 2 hours, and I could crawl back into bed again. This is so very miserable, and I don't know how to drag myself out of it. I know it will pass... but not soon enough.